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Post by Jarred Alaric Dye on Jan 4, 2011 9:14:14 GMT -5
I have been alone for most of my life, and though I inwardly desire someone to share my life and adventures with it scared me dearly to think that someone could possibly love me and want to dedicate such time. I hate the vampires, and desire a war with them.... I desire to kill and rip them to pieces and introduce them to death as they have introduced so many. They are all animals to me..... but let's be real. Am I any less of an animal? To be frank I am an animal; quite literally actually. Even in my human form it remains difficult to control my impulses and desires to war which brings me to my main point.
Today I met someone.... a woman, I think. I do not know her name, nor do I know if she is as human as she lets on to be. There's just something off about the whole situation. But yet when she speaks..... when our skin touches.... I feel mesmerized, lost in some sort of trance. The only thing I feel is lust and the desire to take her. Her voice clams me and the beast within me. I'm not sure I like this, or any of these feelings. But it definately has me intrigued to find out more. Is it natural or supernatural? Are we destined, or is it lust by nature?
I fear the worst out of this situation. I do not desire to hurt this woman, nor do I desire to be hurt. For now my guard will remain up, and I will treat her with respect. But there has to be a reason why she dwells with these vampires. I feel as if I am in a trance that cannot be stopped despite my own warnings. But rest assure I will find out why she is living with the dead ones. I just pray that my demise is not in the near future. |
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